Tuesday, May 29, 2012

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*muka mintak penampaq laju hahaha*

sapp people! final exam mode, final exam mode! blergh do i look like i care ah?
i have been online 24/7, watching movies, skype apa kejadah la aha
tiada kesedaran lansung, ah what to do. aku last minute punya orang
sedar tak sedar, dah tiga bulan bapak meninggal dunia
rindu, sangat rindu. aku ni lepas bapak meninggal, kalau tengok gambaq kat hp, nmpk gmbr bapak, aku cepat-cepat scroll kanan or kiri. yeah, aku mcm tak nak tgk lama-lama cause it certainly gonna make me cry
do u know how is it feel to be an orphan? i thought he will be there when i graduate, get married or even have the chance to see my future son/daughter
yeah, sampai level tu aku fikir. tapi takpe, redha. Allah SWT ada perancangan dan sebab yg tersendiri
pasti ada hikmah, i have to be strong and Al-Fatihah untuk arwah bapak 
nini sayang and rindu dengan bapak :')
anyway! mak called just now. and agak kelakar la conversation kitaorg
as usual, she kept on asking when im going back bla bla bla
aku suruh kemas bilik abg aku siap-siap, kemas sekemas-sekemasnya
aiyak, nnt hilang mood nak tidur cause u know bilik lelaki mcana, huft!
then mak update la pasal itu ini, kenduri untuk arwah bapak this thursday, wedding sana sini
mak p kata saudara perempuan baya aku nak kahwin dah, sekali dgn adik dia
kinda shocked cause aiyak aku sama umoq dgn hang, tp ready apapun tak haha!
 then i was like 'oh yeke, bagus la semua nak kahwin'
pastuuuu, tiba-tibaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mak ckp
'NI, AWAK TAK NAK CARI LAGI KE?'
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha jap nak gelak kuat-kuat, hahahahahahahahaha! 
kelakar lah sia bagi aku cause mak never asked that kind of question to me
am i that matured now? u know, ditanya soalan yang macmtu
ahhh kena tanya gitu, senyum je ah boleh pastu teruih tukaq topik krkrkr
jwpn utk soalan mak sebenarnya senang, i do want a new guy in my life but till now i can't find it
 so, biaq masa ja lah jawab. haha! plus, tak maw ah couple lama. serious tak maw.
cukup beberapa bulan, teruih lansung! hahahahahaha! but if i still cant find the right when im 26, i'll let mak do her job. im cool with it. 
plus, aku nak kumpul harta untuk diri sendiri dulu! nak berharta sat. hehehe. toksah rushing hehe.
:p