alhamdulillah, no more exams for me. i'll be back home soon yeay. i really missed my family especially bapak, mak and sofiyya too. what i can conclude about my finals are, social marketing argh sucks. out of five papers, that is the only paper that makes me @#$^&*. u know what im talking about, haha! already told my sister that i cant promised anything for the next result. she was like, its okay. just focus on the next paper, im like coolio! boredom kills though, room mate has been busy studying since idk when. poor u, hahaha evil me, i know. do u know why i cant wait to go back even there is nothing at home. i mean, it is still the same flat, the refrigerator always empty, everything is the same. actually i don't have any exact answer for this. i just missed it. lots of things happened during 2011. i'm quite a loner now, back in pj i can count how many friends i have. i rarely talked to the people in my house area, i even lazy to saw their faces. weird huh? i even make a huge decision in my life which is i left two of my best friends back then. why? i don't know. there are certain times i felt i don't incompatible with their lives. did i regret with the action? sometimes. but im comfortable with my life now. in terms of love, haha lots of dramas happened. i still can't find a right guy who suits me, who can accept my behavior, family background and etc. i've been left twice by the guy which i thought the one for me. for what reasons? stupid reasons. people around was like 'sneaky little bastard', haha i wished i can say that to them. but i guess saying that to them was useless. no point at all. i accept all these haha. never mind, never mind. im 22 and longgggg way to go. advice to myself, find a man not a boy. haha! all the problems that came err actually strengthen my relationship with the familia. believe it or not? i rarely talked to my sister or even hang out with her when im at home but after i been such a loner, we went out and yeah having a good time i must said. sofiyya's is the one who actually brought all of us together. she's the gem in my family now. okay phew! why im saying alllllllllll this in my blog? idk, maybe im just too bored plus i missed my family. im going back this coming 14th and i cant wait to see my other friends. u know who u are! yeah yeah yeah. till then, toodles.
